On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Twenty7 Weeks

And so another week bites the dust.

[edit] Excuse me but... It's been three months already? Holy fuck! [/edit]

Can I give you the "It's not you, it's me" line? It's partly true at least. With everything that's going on here, the one thing I wish was constant, isn't. It feels like everything is totally out of my control and I don't like it.

Maybe you hit the 'this-is-hard' wall a few weeks ago and I'm hitting mine now. Up & down & roundabout... it's all a bunch of bollocks. Enit.

Just reassure me that this isn't one sided every so often. That's all I need.

I love you.

It's true.

X

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