On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Don't Say You Love Me

Because I don't think you do.

Why?

You never text (you used to, a little but now I get nothing)

You don't even text back

You don't email unless I've emailed first

I wonder if I stopped emailing/blogging/texting would you miss it? Would you start emailing/texting me?

You organise stuff with your mates for the hour after our Skype sessions, cutting our conversation short so you can go ride. Yet I'm the girl you say you're 'in love' with? You ride, what, every day? Just about I'm sure. You only get to see/talk to me once a week & you wanna cut that short?

You say shit like "I'm lucky if I've got 20 minutes to email you at the end of the day" ^^^Sorry for being such an imposition.

You don't pick up the phone when I call

You're always so fucking busy

If you haven't got time for me then please send my heart back. Otherwise - fix it. Thank you.

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