On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

My Delerium

Late night, waiting by the phone
Tonight waiting for an answer
Heartbeat drumming double time
I need one more chance to be near you

Still hanging on (for what)
Can't operate (fired up)
I won't eat eat and I sleep for you yeah
No rest till I (get through)
Coz I'm holding out (for you)
Am I the only one who's insane

Hey! You're playing with my delerium
And the longer I wait the harder 'I'm gonna fall
Stop! Playing with my delerium
Coz I'm outta my head and outta my self control

Still here in this quiet room
Deep in delusion sending me over
Outside watch the world go by
Inside time stands still as I wonder

Still hanging on (for what)
Can't operate (fired up)
I won't eat eat and I sleep for you yeah
No rest till I (get through)
Coz I'm holding out (for you)
Am I the only one who's insane

Hey! You're playing with my delerium
And the longer I wait the harder I'm gonna fall
Stop! Playing with my delerium
Coz I'm outta my head and outta my self control

(I won't eat eat and I sleep for you yeah)

Hey! you're playing with my delerium
And the longer I wait the harder I'm gonna fall
Stop! playing with my delerium
Coz I'm outta my head and outta my self control


Hey! you're playing with my delerium
And the longer I wait the harder I'm gonna fall
Stop! playing with my delerium
Coz I'm outa my head and outta my self control


Ladyhawke

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