On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Thirty2 Weeks



This long distance thing sucks. The time difference is a pain in the ass. The lack of contact is frustrating. I'm pissing myself off. I can't stand my flaws this week. I'm trying like heck to not let them get to me, but it's not working. I'm not fine all the time. I feel like I'm supposed to be. This past week I've been less fine than normal, if at all. It's a mindset thing, and one I've had my whole life. I'm trying to change it, but it's freaking hard.

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