On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Getting Better

I don't scare myself anymore. The same thoughts that used to freak me out, I now find really exciting & ok, maybe only a TINY bit scary.

I'm looking forward to the next x years that we're together, however many that might be.

I thought over what I meant when I said 'someone like you' the other day. I realised I meant someone with potential, someone with a future. Someone who would ask about my day, then listen & care. Someone who could listen to my dreams & be encouraging. Someone who would allow themselves to think a few years in the future & be just as excited as I am. Someone who loves me, for me & is still tough enough to hold their own with me.

That ok by you?

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