On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I'm Not

I'm not standing next to you
not holding your hand
I'm not making changes
not making a life
I'm not what you think of me
not that girl at all

I am the one behind you
When the path gets too dark
I will be the one you see
When you want to turn back
I will be standing there
When you need a hand

I'm not next to you
because you can do this on your own
I'm not next to you
because I know you don't really need me
I'm not next to you
because I'm standing right behind you

So I will be the one you see
when all you want to do is turn back
And I want to be"the one"
that helps you through the dark
So I will have that hand
When you need one to hold

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