On New Years Eve of 2008, I met a guy I would eventually fall in love with.
Ninety days later, he left the country.
This blog is both an online diary of the thirty9 weeks until I see him again
& a recollection of the events that created 'us'.
A running commentary on a long distance relationship friendship.


A failed relationship - documented.
The final installment of 'Our Story' was never written & I doubt it ever will be.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I've thought about this for a while, but if this is to be a diary of sorts, I should probably document it.

[edit] I've learned that nothing on here is set in stone. Just because it's written down for 'the world' to see, doesn't mean it will happen & it doesn't mean I have to stick to it. I am allowed to change my mind. This diary is for me, I'm not accountable to anyone with this. My thoughts are my own. They call it 'intellectual property', though there doesn't seem to be too much that's 'intellectual' about this at all. [/edit]

You see, I had three weeks set aside to spend with him in January. My parents leave at the end of December and I don't fly back til mid-January.

I no longer know what to do with those three weeks. Do I still spend them with him? Do I see him, but maybe for not quite so long? Do I make other plans altogether? What does he want to do?

It's all up in the air. I'll work it out eventually. Maybe, it's time to reacquaint myself with old friends in that corner of the world...
fucking talk to me.
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