24-07-2009 22:47

Iv just about had enough of all this "you need to ring me, you need to talk to me it will make you feel better" since when did you know what was best for me.

look you text me and said that if I didnt get in touch with you that would be the end of use so I didnt get in touch with you yeh but that doesnt seem to have worked.

I cant, wont and dont want to keep doing this.

The needyness, costant need for comunication, lack of trust, self centred ness and insecurities are all getting far to much.

Iv decided to leave you.

Everything I became because of you has turned around and bitten you in the arse.

Im still not there, still growing, still making myself into the person I wana be and your exactly what I dont need to carry on getting there.

You dont need me and as much as I keep telling myself I do, I dont need you.

Your the reason I am who I am today and you could argue that I wouldnt even be here if it wasnt for you but that isnt a good enough reason to keep use together.

Ill always love you for the ways in which you helped me and I fucking mean that.

This isnt goodbye I hope just the end of a sertain chapter of are lives.

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